desiring homes

i need to write down some stuff real quick just so i don't explode in my office alone and in silence. music isn't right for now, and sermons are just blurring me. i'm kind of fidgety with forms and filing. all i can think about are all the lonely, hurting, homeless, and beautiful orphans that are in danger. i just want to incessantly plead with God to protect them. they (especially in haiti) are being to subject to worse evils than i can understand. its so hard to find joy when i'm in a/c with a known meal ahead of me, someone to go home to that loves me, a place to call home, and more material wealth than i should ever want or could ever need. i find a tiny spark of joy - my only reason for living - in Jesus on the cross, loving me, and bringing me to the Father. my heart and soul desires, to the point of pain, for the children of the world to feel this joy. i want to wrap them in my arms to show them they are loved. i want them to be adopted into a caring family. i want them to feel the love of adoption from the Father through Christ. please God multiply this exponentially in haiti and around the world. maybe i'm understanding a little different kind of sharing in suffering with Jesus. knowing that all His children aren't where they should be. thank You for keeping me in Your dwelling place and giving me a home. please get the kids there.

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