insignificant

i will forever think way too much about everything. i've been questioning physical properties and theories of God's universe, that we like to call 'our' universe. i've been questioning God's entire plan and why it works, even worse - why it matters. i battle and wrestle and rack my brain over these questions that truly may never, and probably more truly, will never be answered, at least for the minds of men. and through all this, what do i get? peace. unimaginable faith and trust in God and His plan, and all things everywhere because He is the creator. i have no doubt that He is almighty and perfect. how can i question and have no doubt? in my brain this is an impossible situation, but i personally have experienced it, and know that only by the Spirit, by superatural occurence, can it be possible. i feel for john in luke 7 where he questions Jesus as the One, even after seeing the Spirit descend, and God the Father affirm. but my expectations and my understanding are insignificant. oh the joy i experience through my insignificance. how wonderful to worship and serve a God worth serving and worshiping. how could He be great if the weak minds of men could define Him by the terms He gave us in the first place? would this not give us power over Him? do we not feel power over everything we understand and can explain? i.e. science. but nothing has power over my God. not only can we not define Him, but only through Him can we be defined. great joy comes to those who hold fast to the only One capable of holding all of our weight. my foundation is a rock that doesn't move, it will never move.

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